Today I went shopping and it was really fun. I'm glad we went when we did cause we took like 4 hours or whatever, but I really don't care. I'm kinda upset about it though, not because I bought one thing, but Christie felt bad cause I didn't get anything, no matter how much i told her it didn't matter. She is a good friend, that's why I love hur.
So I pulled out some old pants that I used to wear but don't anymore cause somebody I know said that they weren't good looking on me er whatever. Idk I REALLY am self-conscious so when they said I didn't look good I really took it to heart. That makes me mad, I need to man up I guess. I think everyone is self-conscious however... Grrrrrkasdf;lkjsadf;kljcm;df frustration. Plus it doesn't help I do need to work out and do stuff. I just wish I had a buddy to do so with, like in health class I legit lost weight with Carrie, but then I stopped working out now I gained it all back and with avengance. I can't believe I'm saying this but I have just exceeded 200 lbs. for the first time in my life :\ There is nobody really to blame but my self though... Fa'sisdfjjsjdclle;k Night it is uber late and I'm tired :\ I need to go to sleep earlier.
I'll work out with you! AND WE'RE ARIES, LET'S START ACTING LIKE IT!! XD lol
ReplyDeleteIght to both. But it dosnt help right now im eating McDonalds. I think imma start a diet of eating better, nothing specific, just no junk food.
ReplyDeletethat's good! That's how i started. I'll have to write a blog about how I lost 40 pounds, it's not such an inspiring story as it is a sad one :P.
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